sooner or later.

I feel blissful, indescribable, awake, colors clearer.

Last night and this afternoon with Alex:
the hangover (so good my whole body ached from laughing after), smoking, not studying, swimming, lying in bed all day and night, cinnamon buns, frozen yogurt with brownies on top, breakthroughs, I'm learning, I'm learning. I'm learning I'll never know why or how, only that I can teach others.